KOUKIE
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Opposite sides

Wednesday, November 05, 2014
Koukie
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Make up your mind, woman!

I don't know what you want. I'm here to help, I'm here if you need me. And I will go away if you want me to. But just make up your goddamn mind!


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I want you to know what I want before I've had time to think about it.

I do not want to tell you what I want, I hate asking.

I expect you to be there whenever I need you, but far far away when I'm busy disappearing into my own little world.

I'll be upset when I'm cold but get angry when hot. Go crazy, throw things around and scream.

I'll even push you away in the street.

I'll turn away when you come to me, although I'll be peeking to see if you're still there.

I'll drive you crazy and you'll wonder every day why you're still sticking around.


But when I pull you close, look into your eyes, smile and say ''friend'', you'll get your answer.

It's because making me happy, brings you incredible joy!

Seeing me smile warms your heart, fills your soul.

Knowing you're the reason I laugh gives you a sense of accomplishment and makes you wish for nothing more.


Sounds selfish and one-sided? Like the world only evolves around me?



Well, what you don't know is how much my world depends on and evolves around YOU :

I need you to make me smile because I can't always do that myself.

I need you to keep me calm because I'm erratic and all over the place otherwise.

I need you to be there because I want someone to take care of me and I have chosen YOU.

You going out of your way to make sure I'm ok, makes me feel safe.

I need all that so that when you leave me and go on with your life, I can reminisce about all of the things you said and did to help me survive until the next time I see you.



What you don't know is, in order to give you the love that stimulates you so much, you need to fuel me up with your care.

And only then the world will be in peace and harmony.